hiya lil dudes,
later got futbol match....byeeeeeee

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

no mood to talk again.........

no mood to talk again...

no mood to talk..

hiya lil dudes,
as you can see...i've uploaded quite an outdated pic in my last entry...im just trying it out...im quite cute eh??wahahahaha...indeed i am... =P
well anw...watever your comments...feel free to put it down in the taggy box...you can use nicks but please let me know your real name alrite??

kk...so...todae...21st of June 2004...was my first day in TP...quite exciting...but i just simply can't stand the dragging lectures...well...might as well enjoy it for the next 3 years...wattodo...okok...so like...i woke up around 7.30am...bathe...went off at around 8.20am...reach TP at around 8.40am....went to the C maths lecture...so uhmm...the lecturer was quite entertaining arrr...so it was not that boring...then after that got Lab session on Java Mobile Programming 1(JMP1)...quite fun also arr...got 2 hrs of it...then got JMP lecture...then after that break 2 hrs...have lunch..then got IISO Lab session...this one...really really interesting....IISO is Internet & Information Systems in Organisation...quite chim rite???actually..not that difficult to understand....if you are computer literate and can speak and write in ENGLISH...you should be sane... =D

kk...after 2 hrs of it...den it was tyme to go home...b4 that...i met up wif Fandi..then met Chua Kelvin..and the other Zaini...kk...then me and Fandi go interchange...blablabla...then it was tyme to go home...kk...

bubbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dudeesssssssssssssss...

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
a lot of great things happened to me during these past few days...firstly,there's the trip to Wild Wild Wet...Euro 2004,football matches,poly orientation...bla bla bla....for now...i'll blog abt my poly orientation....

1st Day
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Met Kwa in 28 bus....then waited for Lemuel...then we ate breakfast...then off to TP...when we reached there....i was supposed to meet up wif Zack too..but he went in early....k so....i reached there...was directed to Info Tech School...i looked at the notice board...checked for my class...which was C092...which i forgot halfway...queued up for registration...got my matriculation card...and file which has a student handbook and a t shirt....

finally..after that...went to LT(Lecture Theatre)10...then...went inside..and i was like...holy smacks...where on God's earth am in???...so i sat down at the back...
when the OL(Orientation Leader) asked to sit according to our classes...i was blur sia!!!bcos i forgot my class....ok so uhmm..got this 1 kind enough OL to go up to me and confirm my klass...ok..i was supposed to sit right in front!!!...and being the only East Springian there...i dunnoe...kinda awkward...

ok so...i was sitting in front...alone...and was looking up to the OLs for directions...there were like 120++ pple in that LT...bla bla bla bla...learned some cheers..and the names of the OLs..played icebreaker..and got to know that 1 of the girls was from ES too...but im not quite sure of her name...and it was off to lunch...i gotta admit...the food sucks...and i mean really sucks...wad are they trying to feed us??hmm...

after that...we went back to the LT...some intro to the lecturers...bla bla bla...30 minute lecture and i was like falling asleep...k..after that..bla bla bla bla...played games....i was 1 of the sporing pack...almost all were like shy lil chickies...*sigh*..i kissed a gerl on the lips la....i pole-danced...and activities that would be deemed unethical to some religious scholars...but not any kind of intimacy definitely...

so...ok..at the end of the day...went home alone...but b4 that..i hopped by to Tampines Changkat to see my team in training....then went home...

2nd day
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nothing much...woke up at 7.30am...supposed to report at 8am...reached poly at 8.15am...and the orientation hasnt even started...ok..so like...there's lectures on school rules...bla bla bla...the works...and it was lunch...i went off to prayers...after that...went back to TP to get my time-table with Syahid..and after that kinda run away from orientation....wattodo...lazy la....anyway i gotta go Fandi's CLT POP...so...i got a reason... :P

ok...i'll ned here la...
bubbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
how are ya'll doing???im fine....bye..i shall blog more later...

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
all i want to say is............

nothing

..........shhhhhhhhhhhhhh....planning sumthing....hehehehehe....bubbyeeeeeeeeeeee.....

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
yesterday...i went to masjid...pray..went back home..play football wif my cuzzie until abt 7pm...come back....then i wanted to surprise call izyan...but then..just before i dialled her number...she sms me...hehe...first time in almost a week..my heart jumped with delight...that first sms...meant a lot to me...well...uhhmm...i expect her to leave me for 1 mth...but....i know i cant leave her alone for 1 month...i mean..how can i right?? i love her...cant bear to be apart from her...if only she knew....*sigh*

regretted letting her go la...dunnoe wat came to my head that nite....anger maybe...i cant believe i let anger control me....frm now on...nononono...anger??controlling me????nononono...i will be calm...a forward-thinker....maybe i just nvr realise how impt my words are...really really really regretted...hmmm...wad else can i say rite...i really let her down...i muz know how to take care of a gerl's heart...ya...ok...after i become a fighter pilot in the RSAF...

[the next paragraph doesn't apply to my friends]
[to my friends,this paragraph is not meant for you..u can read along...but please...its not directed to you all...peace dudes..]

*so to end it all up...i want to say this.....hmmm...this is supposed to be a harsh sentence arr..but i'll put it in a milder way so my frens wont feel terasa arrr...and this applies only to 1 particular person...u know who u are....dont smile...or i'll smack your bloody lips out of that face...DO NOT....i repeat...DO NOT INTERFERE with my life again...if not...i'll hunt you down like a dastardly dog...really i would...you can count on it...*

so there u have it...if i really muz say it..i will say it...dats me if u all wanna know...its the truth and nothing but the truth..so help me God..hah..wadeva...

btw...these are the people i admire...(not ranked accordingly):

-Napolean Bonaparte(France)
-Adolf Hitler(Austria)
-Emperor Hirohito(Japan)
-General Mussolini(Italy)
-Joseph Stalin(USSR)
-Lenin(USSR)
-General McArthur(United States)
-Sir Winston Churchill(England)
-Leftenan Adnan(Malaya)
-Mao Zedong(China)
-Mahatma Ghandi(India)
-Kublai Khan(Mongolia)
and last but most importantly...
-Major-General Muhammad Ruzaini(Singapore)[MYSELF!!]

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
i will associate todae's entry with Mother Earth....because.....i was being 'soiled' just now during football training...the coach unwittingly ordered us to head the ball into the goal with a diving header on mud ground....of course....valiant me.....followed..and dived....i got the ball into the goal but paid a price...which aint that much...then nothing interesting happened...except that i get to play striker...waaaaaaaahahahahahahaha..

hmmm....i tink thats it....the rest was all routine exercise...see ya next time dudes...till then...take care...and be bloody happy will ya??

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!


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hiya lil dudes,
God has granted my wish.......im glad for that...its not hot...but its wet....VERY wet...and im grateful for that....i kinda prefer rainy days nowadays...it sets my mind racing...lets just say....my imagination runs faster than the speed of light...*grins*

anw...todae went for soccer training...as u can expect...its darn wet and ma' boots were like running sponges...the ball sticks to the ground....whenever the ball lands in a puddle of water; SMACK!!! it stops there...kinda frustrating if ya ask me...well anw...nothing much happened to me...except that im ridiculously tired,worn-out...however by tomorrow...my vigour will return....all i need is just a good night's rest...

thats abt it lil dudes...chiowwwwwwwzzzz

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
its me again...my feelings seem to be down nowadays since last Saturday....it was like a feeling i never experienced before...well...i never did...because i didnt want to...this whole topic of mine can be written into a whole book....a book with only 1 chapter...i cant believe im very 'expressionistic'...who cares anyway...anw todae...i went out with my cuzzie...go eat beancurd...then we go 201 there to search for some R/C planes...mebbe this sunday going to Forum shopping mall...i dunnoe...well...thats all...im having mixed yet complicated feelings...ive never been this unsure...dang it...maybe its the weather...kinda fookin hot if ya ask me...well..thats all lil dudes...see ya around sum time....

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

MeIn KaMpF ver 1.001(2004 Edition)(Edisi 2004)

MEIN KAMPF(or however Hitler spelt it..that lil dude has the body of an unnutrified Soy Bean and yet have the brains of a modded X-Box...)

hiya lil dudes,
although i just broke up.....i feel like........nothing....seriously.....i miss her laughter....those wonderful times when we were together......it was this close to a happy tale....but 1 fine night....it all ended....just...like....that....*snap*
she hates me for all i know........the bottom line is...SHE FU*KING HATES ME!!!!she takes me for a fool???????? no one gets away with it...NEVER!!!...anw....so much for the language....sheeeeeeshhh...i thought it would never come out...btw....on the 18th of June...we were supposed to be celebrating our 2nd month anniversary....i guess that's how long i can last on a battlefield....not even 2 freaking minutes...well anw......chatted with Hanisah just now...considering that it was around 1+am just now.....she helped me sort out my thoughts....now that's what i call a friend in need is a friend indeed....i cant give out much appraisal though...'someone' may get aggressive....oh yeah...and Hadi too....thanks man.....

hmmmm.....on the other hand...(yek eleh,aku ni..step Social Studies technique pulak..)
i still got some hope in her left....its up to her whether she wants to take advantage of it or not...im not going to do anything...now i want her to make the decision...she's calling the shots....giving her 1 month to think abt it...yes ladies and gentlemen...this is the real thing...a good 1 month isolation...fear me to dispel your fears...during this 1 mth...i will re-evaluate myself...re-approach my strategy...change my style of play...everything....from the tip of my hair to the toes of my feet...complete restructuring of my biomechanics....a complete new system...in short... i should read 'How To Please A Girl For Dummies'...that would be a sight wouldnt it????....

if after all this just wont work out for me......just to let you people know out there...my morale is INVINCIBLE,UNBREAKABLE,MIGHTY,UNYIELDING,ENDURING,STAUNCH,FERVENT,VEHEMENT,VIRILE...not one human soul can break it....I WILL ACHIEVE MY DREAMS...I WILL ACHIEVE MY AMBITION...i will not let fate decide my destiny...i will make my own destiny...for i am.....ME? OF COURSE ITS ME!!!! Muhammad Ruzaini....i will make my own ending...destiny is for pple who have no control over their lives...WEAK FOOLS...
i was built to last....forever...

i never did want a break-up....always NEVER did....i thought....she wants it sooo dearly.....so i thought...i would grant her this immature wish....let me recall the reaction there was that fateful night...


Characters: Muhammad Ruzaini(Main Victim)
Nurul Izyan(The Heart Breaker) <----Literally...yes...
This third person,not a party bcos he's just 1 person,thats not a party...so i call him BOY.
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Note : Some parts of it are accurate...its up to you whether u think its being exaggerated or not...
Accuracy : 70%(ehh...cmon la....im not a tape or mp3 recorder..u can get 1 for 300 bucks k?..) -_-
This happened between 9pm-9.30pm (Accurate to the hour)
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Ruzaini: Hi.
Izyan: Hello.
Boy: (i can't remember what he said...i think it was also a hi....not sure..better check with Izyan)
Ruzaini : Yes?What is wrong?
Izyan : (Mumbling)Zaini,i want a break-up...
Boy : ok guys...i don wanna get involved...be business-like..(or sumtin like dat...did not take note...)
Ruzaini : Oh yeah...im being business-like all right...
Izyan : Zaini,i really want a break-up...
Ruzaini : Ok..anything is fine with me...
Boy : What do u mean by anything??
Ruzaini : Whether break-up or not is fine with me....
Izyan : Are you really??? Are we just friends now??
Ruzaini : Yes...Friends now....(in my heart...you'll be sorry you asked that...)
Boy : im a witness......
Ruzaini : Ya...ok..whatever...
Izyan : so.........we are friends now....

To be continued inside my head...to read more...please subscribe at 99 cents per sentence..lowest price in town...Special Offer Exclusive to my blog customers...subscribe now to recieve a free Knuckle Sandwich* ...(You blardee ArseholE...im in a state of depression and yet you dare ask me what happens next....)

to those who are observant enough...u should have noticed that i have not laughed...which means im serious as a cat chasing a mouse...well...cats do chase mouse in order to eat them right???so im serious...if u still dont believe that im serious....take a hint....what word starts with an A and ends with an E???this word is found within my entry...search for it...........search search.....go boy go....still no luck????....it must be your lucky day....

hmmm.......after all this....there's something i forgot to say......I MISS HER NOT BEING IN MY ARMS....i really do.....i hope that...we'll be together again someday....i miss not being able to talk to her....to smile with her....to share our problems.....above all....i miss my lil hunny bunny...i hope things would change for the better.....after this 1 mth....its my only bastion....my trump card....if unsuccessful....the consequences...which even i...am afraid to spell....on the other hand.....if successful....the things i will do....will even amaze the finest of souls in our prestigous history...

till then lil dudes....always cherish the one that you love...

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

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hiya lil dudes,
for today only extra-special piece of unnatural news......
I BROKE UP!!!...lol....interesting...