hiya lil dudes,
its 2:41pm now....and im still not out yet...well basically...its been bought forward to 3pm....ok so like...im havin a partially running nose.....just now was worst....i didnt knew i can recover so fast.....whhahahahaha.....

ok...so while waiting.....im just gonna quickly jot down my thots for todae......the truth is that....i feel like playing football again...long time never kick a ball....or juggle......i duno..maybe on thursday im gonna train with my cuzzin...but my ball is errr.....quite wrecked....ok....like...im craving to play football.....been sleeping late lately....playing Nexus : The Jupiter Incident....im a a space captain....commandeering space battlecruisers in a fight against the Grogs,Mechanoids.....last night...i was frustrated blasting the Gorgs with neutron torpedoes to notice the time...i played till 3am.....the bloody mangkuk shield just wont lose its integrity....wtf....damn frustrated....my ship...i named it Angelwing....well....its preset anyway....but its a nice name....

19 people in msn....and i aint talking to anyone of them....why???bcoz i cant be bothered to....i prefer to be alone than not....

ok..i just got to know that...the plan is cancelled....okies...im preparing to go to zul's house...to play sum games...haahahakz...okies....see ya ard lil dudes.....bye!!!!

hiya lil dudes,
eyyy mangkuk laaa...tomorrow wanna jalan raya then most of them cannot make it...haha.....nvm....its happened before and im not surprised it has happened again....but still......it doesnt shake me whether i go or not....mangkuk....i lost count how many times i said that during the day.....ok so like.....me and zul plan last minute...so....i wont be surprised if most of them cannot make it.....whhahahaha....kkz...enuff bout jln raya......if anybody thot that jalan raya on the third week is somebody's sick joke,wait till u see what i have stored in my brain....i recently noticed different behavioral pattern among people nowadays....seriously.....i cant believe im talking abt tis....but yeah....ok..so enuff said....

todae...is my last day working at Hyatt hotel....so.....gonna miss my work colleagues....they're a hardworking bunch....hahakz....so friendly.....but nvm...maybe next time i work there again during my holidays next year....ader lobang perr....keke....

ehhh...mangkuk laa.....how sia tomorrow........mangkuk......wrong timing laaa......heishh.....i always play the role of the planner.....mangkuk..i aso dunno why......so much information....all minced up in my brain...wtf.......ok....so tomorrow is final!!!!!no more jalan raya...mangkuk......penat sia.....tekak naik haus call orang....jari naik penat sms nak ajak orang....tgk la kan.....i will assess the situation first.....

*wHaT yOu Do ToDaY wILL LiVe In My MeMoRiEs FoReVEr*

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
its been nearly 4 days since i wrote up....well actually...im not that busy....ok...here goes...i'll backtrack to monday...

monday
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okay...basically....i cant remember wat i did on this day....its blank....i stayed home....haha...

tuesday
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class outing day......went jln2 raya with my former 4e3 classmates....although some of them did not manage to turn up..it was quite ok though....then....at 11pm.....i went back..changed clothes and went overnight at hadi's place to play games throughout the night....

wednesday
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slept at 6am....tired after playing full spectrum warrior all night....woke up at 10am.....bathed a while and went to buy some pc games.....then i went home......before i reached home...my cuzzie called....saying that his frens cancelled jln raya to his house.....so i went back home...and bathed...and went to my cuzzie house....we played games.....ahhahahaha...ok...so i went home at 10pm....okies....

thursday
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todae.....i went to funan..the IT mall......went there to look at digicams....but ended up buying 1 instead.....it was so kewl man....bought an Olympus mini-digital...got it for $550 with GST....got a free 128 Mb xD card....the original price was $649....muhahahahaha.......went with my cuzzie of course....and we rounded the place like....3 times...in 3.5 hours....cool....so....i went home...happy...but sad...coz i had burned a big hole in my pocket....or shud i say bank....ok...so...after that...i went to my cuzzie house again...played some more games.....and i went home ard 11pm....hahahah...kkz..

friday
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todae....i woke up at 12.15pm..how cool is that....coz i slept at 4am early in the morning....it was raining...how i wish i cud sleep longer.....but i woke up and went for friday prayers....takperla.....den da abis aper sumer....go arcade with fandi and putera...then my cuzzie joined later....and after that....i went to my cuzzie's house and played some more games... BurnOut 3....muhahhahahahahaha....shiok sia the game....blardee helll....nerve-wrecking....more better than NFSU 2.....'TaKeDoWn RaMpAgE!!!' muhahahahhahahahahha...got to know last minute that 2moro my 4e3 classmates wanna go out jln raya again......now i planning wat i shud do.....what a day..........what a day....~~~
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ok so thats it....for my entries for the week....so basically......what the hell am i going to say???......i forgot......k nvm....hmmmm.....my room's a mess....looks more like a jungle than a room.....

so uhmmm.....shud i or shudnt i fall again......its a resounding yes.....but im afraid....afraid of what???..afraid that i mite lose her like how i lost sumone previously.....its a straight death spell for me....but hey....thats what life is all about....u take the risks...u get the reward....its simple as that.....maybe i shud just go for it.....opportunities come may come that easily...however they may go just as easily....its time i make things happen instead of waiting for things to happen.....
ok uh..i tink dats it.........for todae......bye dudes!!!!!!!!

*LiFe iS nEvEr PeRfEcT wItHoUt YoU bY mY sIdE*

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
todae....ish nazie's bdae!!!!!ehhh...cam happy gitu aku eh.....cowwwwzzzzzzz.....rabak sia me....hmm...nvm la...i already wished her just now..thru syaf and in msn.....well....just now met syaf..gave her pressies.....*Nazie...u lucky gerl....da dpt tau wad i give her.... =P * i shant say wad i give laaaaa.....nth personal....okies..so i was a bit late.....but its the thought that matters..kekekeke....sorrie nazie eh...no pressie..MAYBE next year...who knows....kkz..

so..i went home....den got guest come my house...blablabla...my mum nyer boss ader open house..i aso go uh...got food wad rite....den after that...at ard 7+..i went to my makcik nyer house...all my cuzzies sebelah dad ader...so main bunga api...but not me....well..ok...a bit oni.....den 3 of my older cuzzies with me....turun..gi buat rocket...hahahah..takder keje siol ngan diaorang...confirm havoc giler.....dier peh asap....hahahaha....da bakar...trus cabut....mangkuk seii dibuatnyer....so anw....gi main X-box kat my makcik nyer house...den......balik...and here i am....just finished doing some anime for jiten with help from zul....hehe....

so...dats it??yeah.....syaf is gonna be overseas.....wAaAa!!~...gonna miss her.....hahahhahahahahahahah....omg shit...da sot....kk....byeee dudes!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~

hiya lil dudes,
today's word of the day....... MANGKUK!!!!......whhaahhahaha....todae ish brudder's day out...although....seriously...i tink its lepak'ing day.....teruk sey.....i shant explain it here uh....coz if i do....tonggang terbalik nanti dunia....dpt la abt 5-6 houses....ok la tuuuu...coz we met at ard 11am...den hadi and burn datang lambat..whahhahaha.....den gi woodlands.....sengkang....den alik tampines......im shagged uhh....

so well...basically....i've been thinking.....what makes a person like or 'adore' another person....of a different gender.....weird isnt it.....science cant explain it....its like...a mutual feeling....something that is different from another person to another....for me...i don take this lightly uhh....once i really fall for it....thats it......its difficult to get up.....well.....most of the time.....

so.............u all get wad i'm trying to pinpoint here??if you dont...please read the passage again......my hidden feeling..and how im feeling now......hahakz.....

hmmmzz...tomorrow's is nazie's bdae.....nak kasi present ke tak nak ehk??kalau nak kasi....nak kasi aper seiii...i don really know her that well.....i'll think abt it.......kalau nak kasi.....den biler siao nak bagi.....hmmmmzz....can pass through syaf no problem...hahahakz....nazie if ure reading this....im terribly sorry if i'm unable to 'make your day'......well anws....tak sempat nak wish dier uhh....takder nombor hp daaa...hahakz...

kkz....so.....dats it i tink.....2moro im going to my makcik nyer house....lum abes jln rayer kau kate.....wakakakakaka......i haf 1 week off beb!!!ohhhhhhhhhhhh....nikmatnya.....tidak terkira......okok....i better sleep.....haiz..penat siol....kkz....byeeeee dudes!!!!!!!~~

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
todae...or diz morning rather....i woke up to the sound of my phone....ringing....pikir saper la sms pagi2 buta....skali syaf...she reply my previous day nyer sms.....haha..but ok wad...wake up call...coz i tertido depan comp siol..satu mlm...but then again...my comp is right beside my bed....not the bed i usually sleep on though...my room got 2 beds joined into 1 forming a king-sized bed...den i go sembahyang.....then i slept back....until abt 9:30am...bangun...takder org kat dlm rumah kau kate....kanchiong benar la aku ni.....beh siap2 pastu gi kerja......

kat kerja lak.....da sampai keje...pakai smart mamat..beh gi revalidate my masterkey....sekali....tu machine lak buat hal...da tunggu situ abt 45 minutes cam dak slenge kat front office....beh Grand Club manager tu...my big boss...tolong with the machine...naseb tuuu....da abis aper sumer......balik kul 4pm..im learning to speak mandarin..cool huh??.....pastu gi rumah makcik....den went to jln raya at my uncle's house....dpt la collection kan....besok..jalan2 ngan brudders lak....ok la tuu....wahhahaahahaha.....hmmm....dats all i tink for todae.....
i duno la....maybe im missing sumone....or starting to like sumone......who knows.....except me....whahahahhahahahaha!!!!!~

up to date...my collection da...i tink.....$70++...boleh la tuuu.....sikit2 pon takper...da keje pe....nyahahahha.....entah la eh.....nvm.....

P.S : What is wrong with me today?!?!?!?...must be excited i guess.....

hiya lil dudes,
wow...im like a few seconds from 19th November.......ok...so today's syaf's bdae.....happi bdae to you syaf!!keke..u remembered mine kanz...of cuz i remembered yours...LoL...i brought her some things.....sshhhh*secret*.....duno wen im gonna gif it to her....probably this weekend coz just now cannot contact her and im working.....ok so......yah....kkz..

work was ok just now....not as bad as expected..and starting from saturday...im gonna take 1 week off!!!yaaaaaaahoooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!wahahahhahahahaha.....happy siol.....u cant imagine nikmatnya........tapi gaji tak jln........ -_-"

ok...so...dunno why todae im so pissed off.....coz i tink i got too much work to do....dammit......anw manage to change the template in record time!!lets see...1 hour??yeahhh....hmmm...to me..quite nice arrr.....i added music....i like the color and all....changed the taggy board service.....so uhmm....its a hell of an overhaul with overdrive....music added to add subtlety....hmm..what else ehh...?? any comments??just place them on board...no problem....add counters maybe??real-time clock....hmmm....hey!!i have the perfect idea..........heh heh heh....maybe i'll make some words follow the mouse cursor...neat trick huh??hehehe...smart zaini.....as alwaes.....kk dudes....laterz!!~

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
tonight's entry....10 minutes late laa...eyy...close 1 eye laaa.....still Tuesday.....hahakz...todae not so tired uhh...coz my job got 2nd helper readi...and i'll be out of there in abt a couple of days....now all rushing me to plan jln raya....4e3 class raya'ing...brudder's day raya'ing....den my makcik aso wanna jln raya...hahah....gilerlaaa....

just a few thots for today....why should i care abt other pple when they dont give a damn what happens to me???the answer is simple....coz i was born to make a difference....a difference in their miserable, little lives.....

apart from that....ive been having weird dreams....if i say it here...u all may think im unsoundly unstable in the mind....actually....been having dreams abt izyan....cold sweat....sudden wake-ups in the middle of the night....WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!...damn....tu da satu hal ahh...lagi satu...sal another gerl...u all mite know who la arr....i dun wanna say it here....these 2 gerls mcm take turn sia conquering my sweet dreams....balik2 muker ni 2 pompan.....i tell you....if i ever again dream abt any 1 of them.....God knows what i'll do....NEVER FALL ASLEEP AGAIN!!!~

okok..abt todae summore....after work...went to mi cuzzin house....my makcik nyer bdae!!!~hehehehe...got a lotta family members and friends their bdae in November....guess tis makes it more special i guess....but definitely...14th of November is mine!!!......so for my bdae present...my makcik gave me a Ralph Lauren Polo Blue Perfume...nice sia the smell.....more masculine...hahahahhaha....yesh!!~

well....lets see eh.....who's bdae in November....me of course...,my 1st small sis...my makcik...syaf...nazie.....huda sec 4....my other fren her name aso syaf....then her sister....my cuzzie(hizam)...my other cuzzie(shafiq)..my other cuzzie('nana')...nadiah shafiee sec 4...farhanah(aka fiona fyon)..well..i tink thats it??i tink im forgetting sumone...haha...but nvm....quite a lot rite???powerrr....hahaa....kkz...i tink dats it uh...a few of my thots for todae....im just afraid i mite dream of them(the 2 gerls)....wad they do in my dreams u mite ask.......well......tgh kahwin ader....tgh carrying a baby other...(kirekan da married la tu)...then walking together pon ada.....then got chased also pon ada....gilelaaaaa.....ok uhh..bye dudes....

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
i cheated on the time...its now supposed to be 12:17am on 15th November 2004....but who cares anyway....TODAY!!!! ish my birthday!!!yahooo!!!hehehehhe...at the stroke of midnight todae....i received wishes from msn and through sms from almost everyone of my friends....thanks so much guys and gals!!!u pple truly rock and light up my day....quite riuh seyy....nak reply dek ni...dek tu...kat msn..kat hp...hahakz..... =)

i slept at 4am...coz tgh rebus ketupat..haiz...hahakz...woke up at ard 7am...coz nak gi sembahyang hari raya....dgr the khutbah....it really moved me uhh....i mean...its all true.....now....my day's over.....im 17 now.....sWeEt SeVeNtEeN!!!!

tadi oni go my grandma house and 1 of my makcik house jer...coz we spent a lotta time at my grandma house...my father side.....ok la..not tat bad....den 2moro work....haiyoz.....tgk orang jln2 jerr......haizzzzzzzzzz......takperla...carik duit.....susah dulu...senang kemudian.....i tink dats it man...im quite worn out....byeeeeee lil dudes!!!and thanks for making this day really special to me....coz i will treasure this day for the rest of my life.....i PrOmIsE!!~

*the most disappointing part however lies with izyan still....haiz.....really heartbreaking again....nvm la.....shant write it out here....i'll forgive her....*

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
its now 8:37PM...just a few short hours away from 14th November 2004...my 17th birthday....the day.....i was born...whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahah!!!~
as u can see im excited like hell....of course laa..i mean...if ur bdae falls on a very very special dae..u excited onot???excited kan.... =P

todae i finish work at ard 4pm...i took early leave coz i've finished all the stuff....still havent get my pay.....stupid sia!!!...but nvm...haha....gaji masuk.....whahahhaha.....korang tak leh mintak tau duit rayer dari aku ehh.....kalau korang mintak jugak....i say... "KAU TAK TAU MALU PER SETAN???" $2 cukup arr...dak2 kecik tak leh pegang duit byk2.....for those who haf wished me happy birthday...i thank you a million billion times...anw korang datang rumah aku....aku sanggup kasi $10 beb....hahah...serious... =)

well anw....tgh rebus ketupat....mak aiii...mendak siak....maybe i switch on mi laptop later to play some games....well...dats it man....i shall update more later....at roughly...12 am+...on 14th November 2004....

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
yesterday night...after work.....i went to geylang wif fandi and ameerul with his family....it was terrible as always....im pretty well fucked up rite now....left right up down.....then later at 9am im going to work again.....fuckness...tau tadi tak ikut siak....im never going there again!!!~ FUCK!!!im just tired....and when im tired....pantang kalau orang kacau....i will just ignore and keep quiet...im just....tired...shant talk much arr...k..byeeeeeeeeeeeee...

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
today...i went to to work as per norm.....a bit tiring though..coz im still recovering frm the aftermath of flu and cough....brought my medicine along in case i seriously cant handle the strain...better be safe than sorry...hari raya is comin man....i knocked off at roughly 6pm frm work..headed home...reached home at abt 7:30pm...ate quickly....but never go terawih....so tired....*sigh*

looking on the bright side though...my bdae is drawing near!!!wahoooooooooo!!!...going to be 17 years old....big boy now...so muz change my mindset readi....no more fooling around with gerls or anything else for that matter....just focus on watever i wanna do....kinda difficult though..hahakz...kkz...i'll be celebrating my 17th birthday at my grandma's house....coz thats where my aunts and uncles are on hari raya....on my dad's side though....been wanting to celebrate with my mum's side relatives...but see how la....if can...good...if cannot...i try to make it can....hahahahahakz...

hmmm...lets see....what can i talk abt summore....nth much happened to me today...except for the fact that my feet are taking its toll beyond tolerance level.....and 1 more thing...just to let you all know.... I HATE MEDICINE!!!I HATE IT!!I HATE IT!!I HATE IT!!!~ BLUEKZ!!!!!!

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
its been a long time since i updated...like...its 1 week over...LoL...been busy with work....im too tired to update....damm....i try to.....ok....a lot of things have happened last week...
first of all...i told izyan to stop smsing me...coz she never fails to break my heart everytime she does so....i mean....mesti ader yang tak kene....itu lah..ini lah....i need to cool down....we i mean....

anws...i dunt want to be upset these few coming days....coz why?? my bdae is coming!!!woohoooooo!!!~...hari raya lak tu....just nice hit my bdae...cantikkkk....its my 17th birthday....so...before that...i wanna enjoy the remaining days of my 16 year old life....got my present readi..wich is my laptop...hehehehehe... =)

im just hoping that my 17 year old life wouldnt be as miserable as my 16 year old life....full of heartbreaks....nvm its ok....i take it as i didnt have the initiative.....lesson learnt...never wait for things to happen, make it happen....Starhub TV commercial quote...ahahahhakz...quite true though....

now...on my work....its quite tough....i mean...sending fruits to every room in the hotel....tedious though....im not complaining or anything...bcoz.....thats why they call it a job rite....its work....through sweat...and blood too...a few times i got cut by a fruit knife....freakingly sharp....and i just let it bleed....i just stared at it....as if this is hard....imagine those construction workers under the hot sun....pity....but someone's gotta do it....they work hard to earn their living....err.....okok..im a bit of an idealist now....

hmmzz....im gonna type a long entry today..this should cover for the 1 week...i tink...for today's activity...i went for soccer training just now...and....it sucks....the new coaches are terrible!!!! the team who combined with Changkat team...3 words....i shall say... 'Les enfants terribles'
meaning...the terrible children.....they dunnoe how to dribble...much less shoot at the goalpost...omg....im nvr ever coming back!!!..since they change the coach....or should i say....3 coaches!!!my God.....ive no more comments....then my foot lak buat hal....yesterday i tripped over and whacked a huge rock....my little toe...the nail was ripped off....while praying...my toe nail bled...such a eerie feeling....

hmmm..other than that...im still recovering from a flu....damm.....2moro got work...haiyah!!...haiz....been having weird dreams lately...firstly....i dreamt that izyan and me got married...had a wonderful life....ITS JUST A DREAM!!!~...then the other one i shall not mention here...u wanna know ask me personally...its abt sumone quite significant in my life...shan't mention HER name.... =)
im beginning to have feelings for her...haiz....but!!!....i must have patience....ok..i shall not comment anymore bout her....wanna have suspense!!!whhahahahahahahha....

i think im falling in love again....haiyaz...been always my nature to nvr give up...SCORPIOS RULE!!!~whhahahahahahhaha....freaking horoscopes....quite believable...but i nvr fully trust em....syirik la....hmmzz...i think dats it laa....for todae i mean....nvr go terawih....still in bad shape....still in bad shape still can play soccer!!!hahahahahahha!!!malas tu!!!haiz...nvm...bye dudes!!!!i shall talk more abt tis gerl 2moro if i haf the time.... =)

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!