He Who Has Lost His Patience, Will Fall Apart

Dear God,

Why does my heart feel so uneasy and so troubled today? My conscience tells me that I should come to you for answers.

You called me everyday but yet I was so stubborn not to answer your prayer calls. I've begun to slowly realise that you have given me so many chances. And now I have come to you to seek solace.

What is this feeling of fear, anxiety, sadness?

Clear my troubled mind and my uneasy heart, please. I cannot take this anymore. I'm at breaking point. Point me to the correct path and I will follow with an open mind.

Yours Faithfully,

Muhammad Ruzaini

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Life Is Random

It's me again! How long has it been!?

Life is not that bad. Work is alright I guess.

Anyway, its been raining almost everyday and that kinda pisses me off. I'm not able to go for a run in the evenings because of the downpour and secondly, its so humid after the downpour, its quite difficult to breathe with all the moisture.

November is coming to an end soon. New Year is just around the corner. And guess what?! I'm planning a 1 month trip to Japan next year!! I'm going in July; during summertime.

And I'm going to sleep.

Have a good night.

Note to self, i need to blog more often.

Happy Birthday To Me

Thank you to all the ladies and gentlemen for the birthday greetings. I had the most awesome birthday yet. =)

No Money, No Honey

I'm sick. I've got a cough and flu. I've been on MC since yesterday.

It started with a sore throat on Saturday, carried on till Tuesday. I was still doing well on Tuesday. It was during Tuesday night that everything went down. I started sneezing, my eyes started to get watery and my nose kept running. I tried to sleep it away but it turned out worst.

I had trouble keeping my hands from rubbing my nose. And my voice sounds weird.

I went to my family doctor who gave me some medicine and 2 days of medical leave.

During my free time at home, I've been refreshing my mind and fingers on the piano. Its already stiff from a long hiatus. Not that flexible as it used to be during secondary school. But I managed to cover a part of 'Akai Namida' from 'Shakugan no Shana'. That song is simply awesome.

Back to work tomorrow. =/

I'm going to sleep.

Cruising Up & Down

I guess I'm being labelled as an inactive Blogger now.

I'm in my 2nd week of work at IBM. A broadcast to all who's working at Changi Business Park. I need a lunch partner. Fortunately, I was being assigned a project that only requires me to work during office hours. Meaning to say, its 9am - 6pm. What I do at IBM? I can't reveal as I'm not supposed to say what I'm handling. I'm now under the Official Secrets Act.

And I got my new car already!!! Chevrolet Cruze. Nice ride. Very spacious. =)

Need to wait till after run-in then can speed. In the meantime, I'll be driving at only 80km/h max.

Now I need to go sleep. Good night everyone!!