hiya lil dudes,
so uhm what's up?Angelwing.i'm looking through the Massachusetts Institute of Technology(MIT) entry admission form.and its an OMG.i was thinking of going into sciences.physics or biology or computer science with electrical engineering.power.then there's nuclear engineering;i wonder what good will it do to Singapore.LoL.

of course i must excel in polytechnic.damn.i must really get a grip.in short, if i don't;there goes my dream.well,i have to choose sooner or later......pilot???.....or MIT???

either way,i'm going overseas for my Uni studies.that's for sure.so guys,after my NS.....i'm off on a jet plane alright.but uhm....ultimately...its the desire that counts...no point studying overseas when all you think is your loved ones right.i've drawn up some long-term plans.after NS,sign-on in air force,get married then maybe migrate.i got to think properly about this.

i'll think about this over time.

*wHeNeVeR i ThInK oF yOu,NiGht BeCoMeS dAy,EmBrAcInG mE wItH iTs LiGhT.*

hiya lil dudes,
wokay.today was an oh-so-bad day.coz i'm havin the flu;well slightly.the day dragged by slowly.i woke up at 10am!!!1 hr late for FCSOS lecture.oh well.

okay so like after the lecture at 2pm, i sat down on a bench with andy and watched 'The Girl Next Door'.The show was like 'oh-my-god'; it was a real turn on.really.so at 4pm i went to HuH&D tutorial.and like it was okay.at 5pm, i called lemuel and went to hadi house.muahahahhahaha......

played some games at hadi house but me and lemuel left at around 7pm+ to TM.lemuel wanted to get a CD.well........okay.went around the place to music junction.then went home.till this point,i realised that i had forgotten to submit my LOA for open house.....crappppp......

reached home and went into msn.kacau izyan for a while and i called her,she refused to pick up.....crapppppp.....but a while later she called me.sounded like she wanted to eat me.who cares anyway.so uhm that's that for today.

i guess.i've been having weird dreams.dunt know what they mean.oh well.oh yeah!!i've been looking at stars.they're nice to look at i tell you.most identifiable is Orion's belt.takes my breath away. are my dreams telling me the future? that i would like to know........

my dreams are?sorry guys.some things are better kept as secrets.

*aNd I bReAtHe YoU iNtO mY hEaRt AnD pRaY fOr ThE sTrEnGtH tO sTaNd ToDaY cAuSe I lOvE yOu*

hiya lil dudes,
the day started fine.fine and dandy.till it was about to end.i am so fucking pissed.don't ask why.i'm fine on my own.

on a bright note,i think i need a haircut.on second thoughts,i think i want to keep long hair.

too angry to continue.what a fucked up day.

*iamthealpha.iamtheomega.iamthebeginning.iamtheend*

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
*bear with me.its a long entry,way too long.read on if you want.*

another tyme...long tyme never update...LoL....wattodo....busy siaoz....just taking time off things....so uhmm....i'll start on Valentine's Day orite....hmmm 14th February...truly 14 is my lucky number....hahakz....bdae on 14th November...Valentine day 14th Feb...okie...cut it..

morning...i woke up...supposed to go to C Maths lecture...but never go..why?i woke up late.waahahahaha..my mum nvr wake me up!!!humph..i have developed this resistance to alarm clocks..i can sleep like a log i tell you..if im tired that is...okie...so i bathed...dad took the day off...surprising though....okie...so i got ready...and sms syaf....then go meet her lah...wat else...i was like waiting.....and waiting...sempat play ard with my laptop...ahahakz...then at the table...got this 2 uncle....go eat there...so i walked away.....

then at last...syaf came down...i was like...'orgh...dude...where have you been??...' we talked abt some things for a while....walked around the neighbourhood?because you know why?the tables around there....most of them got people...i was like....'omfg,what am i gonna do..' but ok la...walk2 then found 1 table empty..so we sat..and chatted...then she got to go off...and me too...because of the stupid java lecture at 1pm...urgh....btw..i skipped C maths tutorial at 12pm too...but...come to think of it..i dun mind it at all...i'd rather spend time with syaf than being in C Maths..seriously..

i gave syaf what i bought....her a 'gift'...hope she likes it?*cover head in case it flies back at me*
ok ya....so uhm....dats it....generally....cant say more i suppose....not here....i wont tell you all what happened!!!!!muahahahahahahahahhahahahhahhahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..its a secret.

okie...so like...i went to school...to find out that Java lecture has been postponed....i was like 'what the bloody hell???????*blink at the notice letter posted outside LT 9* haiii....okla..then met my classmates....then FNDB tutorial...then at 3pm got java lecture as usual...at 4pm-6pm..got FNDB lab..then from 6pm-7pm got HuH&D lecture as usual..then from 7pm-8pm..guess wad?FNDB lecture!!!!urgh....make up lecture lahh....wah kao....freaking cold inside LT...i was shaking sia....so i went home..and guess wad????my modem..urgh.....make trouble sia....wah kao...i damm frustrated....no one to chat with..so i sms......syaf..haha....ok wad....'discuss' some things...then i gotta do project...damm....seriously...i gotta do it.....damm projects due today....and 1 next week..so i did 2 projects concurrently....slept at ard 3am...woke up at 6am..just to continue the projects..thats why today im a bit 'off'.....'off' as in....unstable in the mind...

so uhm...today was a rough day.really....then during Leadership & Character class...gotta go Adventure Learning Course...coz got some outdoor activity..ok la..quite fun...firstly..it was leadership skills at its finest....ok..it was hot..and i was sweating like spongebob. =) ok so got over it....then went to engine canteen..discuss project stuff...then off i went to comp lab...decided to go ES instead to meet fandi and to brief him abt open house 2moro....ok...thats it..i went home a tired boy today....now i can barely move about...well..maybe i sms 'somebody'... =)

byeee dudes....oh yeah..i found some jap lyrics..the song really nice siaoz..taken from Gundam Seed Destiny episode 13....here goes :

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kotoba wo kasanetemo
wakari aenai koto
mada shiranakatta ne
kimi dake dakishimetakute
nakushita yume kimi wa
akiramenaide to itta

tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosae to kawatteku
kimi wo omotta nara

setsunaku mune wo sasu
sore wa yume no kakera
ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki
mou ichi do shinjite
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in English :

even though we'd exchange a lot of words
we still couldn't understand each other completely
but we didn't notice it
i only want to hold you
though i lost my dream,
you told me "not to give it up"

the further the distance between us,
the more i feel closer
even the sadness changes to strength,
when i think of you

what is the cause of this poignant sorrow?
it's a remaining piece of my dream
miraculously, we had once been able to face each other without awkwardness
let's believe in such a miracle once again.
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ok dudes...2moro is Temasek Polytechnic's open house...i'll be in logistics comm if u all dun mind...I-guides thing...I-guides at your service....kk

for those of you who miss it...here are the dates...

17th Feb 2005 = 1330hrs - 1800hrs
18th Feb 2005 = 1330hrs - 1800hrs
19th Feb 2005 = 1030hrs - 1700hrs

see ya there..anything just call me...or msg...if budget...LoL....

*i WaNt To LoVe YoU aLL mY LiFe,I pRoMiSe*

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!

hiya lil dudes,
long time nvr update...i know..ok..cut the chase...abt yesterday...went back to ES..nth much...just jumper my cuzz...huda...yaya..usmani...fandi was with me...then we all go eat at food court...then go duno where la i forgot..the playground???lepak there until 2pm..huda got tuition...then i went my cuzz house...and later at 5pm..went to see movie...Constantine.....power sia the show...then until 7.30pm..me,hadi and lemuel go eat prata...then chilled out until 12am+...hahahhaha..and i came home...tired....

so thats it...todae is chinese new year....duno where to go...im just..tired...bye....*short entry huh?*...ok...

*bE aLL yOu CaN bE*

dIsMiSsEd SoLdIeR!!!