Thinkers Are Winners, Do-ers Are Losers

i've been thinking for the past few days during the super-duper-boring bus ride from Tampines to Yishun.

i would like to.... sign-on in the Singapore Armed Forces.

i'm considering either Infantry Officer or Provost Officer.
expected ORD date would be 2033.

YES, SIGN-ON.

my life is just as screwed up, might as well, screw it up before it gets more screwed.
life is already short, don't make it any shorter.

actually, its not that bad. you get whatever the private sector gets plus a whole lot more like... sai kang, and more sai kang.

when i was still in secondary school, i dreamt of being a soldier. well, under extreme circumstances. like. i broke up and everything. yah. yah. yah. but who wants to know eh. i'm telling no one. no no no no no one. so this is the only place if anyone should know.

she's not that bad la. i mean. she's rich. nice. gorgeous. but that's not the point. well. i don't wanna care. i wanna scream so bad, it'll take 200km/h to let it all out. oh yeahhh, 200km/h on the highway.
*the idea is there, now to find out which car can go that fast within a 600 metres stretch.*

so i'm feeling kind of moody nowadays. my phone is off most of the time because i don't feel like messaging or calling anyone. its like that ok, and my close friend said, "aiyah, girls so hard to keep la nowadays."

problem is, its not the girl. its ME!
maybe i'm too picky la. but cannot be what... ok la i am.

like for example, i used to look amorously at other girls, when she's staring right in my face.
and she'll go moody and all. like duh!

ok enough about it. now for work.

i've been given the official duty of being a notice board IC and then recently, as if its not bad enough, the Battalion Sergeant Major asked me to set plans for renovating the bloody place.

WHAT AM I!?!??!?! DO I LOOK LIKE AN ARCHITECT?!
I COULDN'T EVEN PASS MY 'O' LEVEL ART, BALLS!!!!
FYI, i got D7. the only two failures for those taking Art & Design.

i thought 'O' levels was the last of me taking art. but no. i still had to draw during poly. well, lets see, CMSK, NMM, IN3D, FYP. and i thought i could at least bury my pencils and my very ancient drawing skills after i took a cert that costs me $6,000+.

but noooooooooooooo.~

i still had to draw... IN THE FREAKING ARMY!!!!!
where can you get such luck. im not a born artist. if i were, i would've made it rich by now.

this is stupid lar. i keep whining. who doesn't?
time to get to work. i wanna sleep early today. now i gotta draw a floor plan. good thing they don't know i could do it in 3D. hahah!

like my BMT slogan before water parade. WE DO IT ONCE, WE DO IT GOOD!!!.

once a Kestrel Warrior, always a Kestrel Warrior. HOO-AH!